1. I used to have a cat named Kaos while I was still living at home with my mom. He was euthanized on April 8th, 2005. I still miss him a lot and sometimes thinking about him makes me cry.
  2. I once got a kitten named Zita, but my mom gave her away when I was away at riding camp, because she shit in a dark corner of our living room all the time.
  3. I used to be a huge Backstreet Boys fan. From late 1995 until around... 2003? 2004? Not sure exactly when I stopped being a fan.
  4. I still have about 800 Backstreet Boys posters lying in a box under my old bed at my mom's.
  5. I have nowhere to put things, so I always end up throwing stuff on the floor. Note to self: Get more storage space!
  6. My mobile phone is a Sony Ericsson W600i. I still have my old Nokia (3510i and 3330) phones lying around, but I don't use them anymore.
  7. I don't like meat, but I'm not a vegetarian. It's the "texture" I'm having problems with.
  8. I have social anxiety. It's not as bad as it once was, but I still get really spooked if I have to pass large groups of teenagers on the street and such. It used to be so bad, I could barely leave the house on my own.
  9. I have been more or less constantly depressed for about 12 years (+/-)
  10. I dropped out of the same school 2 times my first month there. I quit, then went back after a week and then quit again the week after. It all happened on thursdays (believe it or not).
  11. I have more than 700 CDs.
  12. I tend to be up all night and sleep all day... When I can.
  13. I love the Harry Potter books, but I can't stand the movies.
  14. I'm addicted to fanlistings... Although probably not as much as I used to be.
  15. I hate living in northern Norway, and I'm planning to move as soon as I can. If not out of the country, then at least to a different town/city. Preferrably Oslo or somewhere near Oslo.
  16. I have a bad temper. I tend to snap at people for no reason if they happen to talk to me when I'm in a bad mood.
  17. I can't stand the taste of alcohol
  18. When I was 16, I got really drunk and ended up flirting with a bunch of guys in a car - Something I would never do normally - but I can't remember it... My friends told me the next day!
  19. I always need to have something to do or someone to talk to, or I get bored and depressed.
  20. I had a crush on a guy from my class at school for 4 years but never even talked to him. Sad but true.
  21. I have problems understanding what I read 75% of the time, and have to re-read everything several times before it "sinks in". Depends on what it is, though. Stories are easier to keep up with than school textbooks and such. Too much information in very few sentences will throw me off completely.
  22. I have a lot of freckles on my face and arms.
  23. I really hate my freckles, oh yes I do.
  24. I once listened to the same song for 2 weeks. I put the CD single on repeat and even listened to it during breaks at school.
  25. I always used to take my discman with me everywhere I went, even to school.
  26. The first CD I ever got was Ace of Base's album "Happy Nation (US Version)", and I got it for my 10th birthday (in 1993).
  27. The first "modern" music I heard, was Michael Jackson's song "Heal The World", and I was 9 years old at the time. Before that, all I listened to was my mom's old vinyl records from the 50's and 60's.
  28. When I feel like there's something I can't do (and I really want to!), I often get so frustrated that I get panic attacks.
  29. I'm really paranoid when it comes to pictures. If the person in the picture is looking straight into the camera, I feel like I'm being watched and just have to turn the pic over so it can't "see" me.
  30. I never had any friends at school until 1999/2000, but then I lost contact with them again after that.
  31. I once worked at the (not-so) local riding school for a week before I quit (It was too hard to get there - No buses). Then I did it all again a few years later...including the "quitting after a week" part!
  32. I've never tried driving a car, even though my dad promised me he'd teach me how to drive when I was 16.
  33. My all-time favorite horse was a thoroughbred gelding named Alibates. He died in 1999 :(
  34. For years, I had to listen to music all night, or I couldn't sleep. Now, I can't have any sounds at all or I can't sleep.
  35. I have all the Backstreet Boys' CD singles up until their Never Gone album. I'd lost interest by then.
  36. I can count all the concerts I've been to on one hand.
  37. My mom gets psychotic if she doesn't take her medication. When I was younger, she was always in and out of mental hospitals - still is, come to think of it
  38. Waddiwasi.net is the third domain I've had for my personal site. Before that, I've had sweet-denial.com and twisted-bubbles.org.
  39. I'm really insecure, and can't imagine myself in a relationship with anyone. Ever.
  40. I used to read a lot of Harry Potter fanfiction. To begin with I read only slash, but then I started to read gen/het as well. Lately, I haven't read much of anything.
  41. I say a lot of strange things without meaning to (look at my quotes page for examples). It just slips out.
  42. I got a £20 fine when I was in London for three weeks in 2001. Figures I'd manage something like that.

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Mez. 27. 5'3. Kaos. Dark blonde. Norwegian. Atheist. Pisces. Slytherin. LOSTPROPHETS. Siouxsie & Ani. Fanfiction. Harry Potter. Animals. Cat lover.

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